When you sit there at night, or lay; and realise that sometimes no matter how hard you think about something, no matter how many times it goes through your head, you’ll still be left with no answer.
Then you wake up, and realise that everything was just as you left it…
How do you figure out an answer to a question which is unclear…
How do you allow yourself to fall, knowing it hurts when you hit the ground…
How do you learn to care, when you normally don’t…
How do you learn to love, when you’ve never felt love.
Could never figure out how to love… just a lot of moments that didnt last forever.
I guess you just need to remember, be an optimist, but remember that in believe… theres always a Lie.
I think when you realise, that the people you thought u were closest too … Can just give up on u, without a word. I think you then realise how cruel the world can be.
Hahaha MON MON!
Let’s have a games night…
COD to be exact >
Why do u end thiings with the person u like?
Because sometimes its more complicateed then not.
Gutted tho.
And there’s just one last thing that I have to say
As we reflect on the mess of all of this I’ve made
It was cowardice that made me push you away
I was so afraid cause you were so much better than me.
I love this.
So at the careers fair we had today (which was organised by my uni), I was busily hunting down some future prospects for myself in the form of employment. I needed as many relevant jobs as I can get.
All i have to say is… WhereTF have you been! under a rock! mannnnn no LOADING DOCKS, no random days were the sense of humor is only understood by us too. GOOD ol’ days.
(Source: azuremiya)