June 2011
4 posts
“You’re far from the usual.”
Never coulda figure out; how to love.
When you sit there at night, or lay; and realise that sometimes no matter how hard you think about something, no matter how many times it goes through your head, you’ll still be left with no answer.
Then you wake up, and realise that everything was just as you left it…
How do you figure out an answer to a question which is unclear…
How do you allow yourself to fall, knowing it...
Really doesn't understand life
I think when you realise, that the people you thought u were closest too … Can just give up on u, without a word. I think you then realise how cruel the world can be.
Hahaha MON MON!
Let’s have a games night…
COD to be exact >
May 2011
1 post
Crazy.
Why do u end thiings with the person u like?
Because sometimes its more complicateed then not.
Gutted tho.
April 2011
6 posts
thelolitascorned:
And there’s just one last thing that I have to say As we reflect on the mess of all of this I’ve made It was cowardice that made me push you away I was so afraid cause you were so much better than me.
I love this.
“Were invinsibleee; no matter how far or low we get, love is the only thing we...”
“Its real love that you don’t know about…”
– Massari - Real Love
“Dear Lord, can you hear my prayers, If you can’t it’s alright cos...”
– Ja Rule - The Reign
Criminology DOES NOT relate to psychology.
monokuromu:
So at the careers fair we had today (which was organised by my uni), I was busily hunting down some future prospects for myself in the form of employment. I needed as many relevant jobs as I can get.
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All i have to say is… WhereTF have you been! under a rock! mannnnn no LOADING DOCKS, no random days were the sense of humor is only understood by us too. GOOD...
See it never had to be this way...
Gahh once again, AGES! I havn’t been on soo long, and now Tumblr is cool! yhh there all awesome haaar.
Since my last post, updates.
uhmmmm… been to europe n back, been to new zealand and back… and everything in between consists of work, friends, and yeah!
I think I havn’t got much to say except…
Don’t trust those who should be trusted.
Ain’t it...
June 2010
1 post
.
Suprisingly enough, i havnt been on this for…, AGES.
So much has changed, so much has gotten worse, and so much has gotten better. I’m not even sure what is happening at this moment.
All i know is, that in 2 weeks, I’ll be in europe. away from it all.
April 2010
1 post
shits and giggles.
Some days, you just have to laugh at the shit you get delt with. cos well crying doesn’t help Haha :D
March 2010
3 posts
Dreamer: I'VE HAD ENOUGH! →
Why be friends with someone who never acts like a friend? Who makes you feel like crap and couldn’t give a DAMN about how she makes people feel? Cruel deliberate Intentions. How can you even call someone like that a FRIEND? Why did i continue to put up with their shit all these years? What an…
woah, deep. thats like, ocean deep.
im glad your letting out ur inner feelings, but liek i...
Thinking I'm going to buy Soul Silver.
monikaphoenix:
your mums awesome.
Whoever buys Heart Gold tell me so we can train and trade and duel! :D:D:D
While that happens I’m going to try and see if I can buy Final Fantasy 13 on the Xbox 360 without mum finding out. Pffft…..no such thing as video games for girls….I’ll show her! neeeeeheeeee :D
Thinking I'm going to buy Soul Silver.
monikaphoenix:
your mums awesome.
Whoever buys Heart Gold tell me so we can train and trade and duel! :D:D:D
While that happens I’m going to try and see if I can buy Final Fantasy 13 on the Xbox 360 without mum finding out. Pffft…..no such thing as video games for girls….I’ll show her! neeeeeheeeee :D
February 2010
6 posts
Soilders in a war, and none of us are backing...
What’s the point of fighting, if you all end up with scars.
Everyones not the person they pretend to be, they hide their flaws.
This is turning into way more than a game.
do dooo ... hey hey... doo doooo.
Someday’s, somehow, life can seem so straight forward… so easy… happy even…
Then, reality sets in, issues arise, and problems occur; then you sit down, thinking what the fuck… where did it all go wrong?
haha well guess what :S you’ll never know the answers. ha! made your day huh…
LOL.
Best saying everrr…
That’s What She Said? Who’s...
awwkai
haha, so life goes on aye… it’s goin, moving, and I’m a tad suprised in the angle it’s moving in, but If today’s anything to go by, It’s going to get a tad interesting………
“These are, reasons why I left, you never should have gave me brokenn promises.”
“Embrace intellectual recessions and swallow those bitter pills, truth reinforces...”
Regrets...
Well I guess there’s not time like the present, and so, In the present, I realise the mistakes I’ve made, aknowledge them, but despite the aknowledgement, I still some how stand by my actions, I stand by my beliefs, and my choices, I guess it’s a good thing, I’m content with the person I am, but that in no way means I’m a good person, just means I know I’ve...
December 2009
4 posts
sometimes i sit and wonder whether anyone really knows me, whether what i say and what i mean/feel really show the person i am. theres a part of everyone that pretends in situations or acts in a certain way, but what if that person has consumed you, and now… you just dont know who you are, where your going, and who you want to be.
what if you can’t even recognise your own self?...
Had the shittest fucking day known to man-kind.
and that isn’t even slightly an over exaguration.
fuck.
“You know at one point, on my phone, your number was under “luney Carrie”.”
– Medina — yeah I REALLY feel the love >_> (via monokuromu)
LMAOOOOOO! uhm actually spelt LOONY CARRIEE… It may have been Carry LOL
November 2009
13 posts
Fudge, I burnt my finger while I was making my cup...
(via monokuromu)
LOL after hearing that, i actually feel like one. or two. . Thought u should know.
monokuromu:
tictacs:
monokuromu:
To Medina, Gackt is a guy. He’s just very pretty :)
LOL i could have sworn it was an old chick. LOL oh i love asians. they entertain me.
—> LOL, Monika says the same thing …
LMAO, yeee learns from the best.
monokuromu:
To Medina, Gackt is a guy. He’s just very pretty :)
LOL i could have sworn it was an old chick. LOL oh i love asians. they entertain me.
MEDINA!
shenanigansmate:
You should be proud and happy to know that, I find it hard to listen to “head banging bullshit”, “screamo crap” these days :)
Lol
best news i’ve heard all day. no joke.
(via shenanigansmate)
I’d like to say so much. I’d like to say every single thing thats on my mind…
But I can’t… for the first time in forever… I don’t know how to put it into words.
OH MY GOD.
monikaphoenix:
The Birthday Massacre song Happy Birthday is playing in the background of Vampire Diaries - episode 8. SO PROUD. :D
LMFAO. Mon watching vamp diaries online… SO PROUD. :D
erm.
so apparently my mum would like to choose my friends… and in particular, explaining how i should be one persons friend because their respectful to her… but that person… doesnt respect me… so why should i be their friend. thats fucked. so yeh there goes another argument. and well… its been a long time coming. so yeah i knew it … but doesnt help the way it makes...
October 2009
14 posts
ARRRRRRGH!
monokuromu:
tictacs:
monokuromu:
I missed my crim quiz cause they changed the time!!! So now I’ve basically failed crim :@ AND WHERE THE HECK ARE MY LECTURERS!?? They all seem to be on lunch break at the same time!!
SOOO need an UNLIKE button right now.
—> Well I just realised that it isn’t as bad as it is, I just need to do one extra subject next year :(
an extra subject cos u...
ARRRRRRGH!
monokuromu:
I missed my crim quiz cause they changed the time!!! So now I’ve basically failed crim :@ AND WHERE THE HECK ARE MY LECTURERS!?? They all seem to be on lunch break at the same time!!
SOOO need an UNLIKE button right now.
MONIKAA
MSG ME WHEN U C THIS, I NEEDA TELLS U SUMFIN
Medina NOT Meaghann
monikaphoenix:
tictacs:
thought i should remind you. just incase u decide to msg me.
OHHHHH I’M SORRY MEAGHANNNNN Hey you’re the one who Tumblr’d it, Imma just play along like it wasn’t me who made the mistake.
play along? those asssingments have gotten into ur head bad. ima push u down stairs .. just u wait.
Medina NOT Meaghann
thought i should remind you. just incase u decide to msg me.
unreal.
So, AS i was sitting there with my management team in our meeting in the foodcourt this morning, as we do each wednesday morning at 9:30, a lady walked up to our counter with a toddler walking beside her andpushin a baby in a pram, the toddlers name was chloe, and the baby’s name was jack. she ordered her meal, and suddenly collapsed.
I turned due to the massive THUD i heard. and she was...
don't take my personality for granted
monikaphoenix:
I’m a total bitch by nature, though it is all under control. However, I am able to let the dogs out once in a while, so don’t tempt me.
WOOOOOOOOOT WOOOOOOT! lol who pissed you offf?
“Someone once told me that you have to choose, what you win or loose. you...”
– Leona Lewis - Happy
You know, I’ve realised how people through-out time have competely over-rated speaking/talking. Well words all together. Words dont mean anything, they’re a bunch of letters put together. not to mention, they never seem to do any good.
For instance, when you tell a friend whats wrong, they’ll listen, and either argue out of it or be like “okay”, but when you dont say...
what are you?
2 days without sleep and counting...
moonlite:
Literally did not sleep AT ALL last night, stayed up doing another assignment. Its 5:57am now, so i saw no put in even trying to get any rest. I have to get the bus in about an hour since i have a 9am start at uni. Then as soon as i get home, I needa get ready for work, and then its off to Franklins until 10:30pm. *sarcastic yay* Probably get home and crash, and of course, wake up nice...